A final look at 2013

Wow what a year.  It was totally a year of change, and excitement.  We did so much as a family and as a person I totally changed.  I lost a total of 29.5 pounds.  I did not make my final goal (missed it by a half a mother fucker pound) BUT I did not gain any weight over the holidays!  I managed to lose a little bit without even a work out.  I ran my first 5KM with some inspirational woman.  I built on some existing relationships making them some of the most important people in my life.  I want to take the time to thanks these women.  First of I have my total BFF Tina--you always listen, laugh, and swear along with me at all times of the day!  Julie and Kelly--my 5km bitches, my weight lost bitches, and two of my closest friends--thanks Ladies you rock!  Tania- a true inspiration for handling stress and change in style and finally Nadia, you started as my daycare family but you really are a truly fantastic sound board and its fucking crazy ass stupid how similar we are!  Love you all!  There are many people I would like to thank like my hubby, kids, brothers, sister-in-laws, parents and friends that encouraged me, complimented me, and just made me feel like I actually deserved to feel beautiful.  You may not realize what a small compliment does to a girl like me but trust me, gushing with pride inside is how you always made me feel.

I plan on continuing to use myfitnesspal.com
I plan on running
I plan on dancing
I plan on using my fitness coach
I plan on getting smaller and stronger
I plan on laughing more
I plan on losing more
I plan on running more (dare I say 10KM)
I plan on giving y'all a laugh more
I plan on scrapbooking more

Here is a silly little poem about 2013

2013

We laughed, We cried, we had a flood
Hell I even donated blood

I managed to lose a lot of weight
Everyone including myself thinks I look great

I have never been able to wear Lululemon
Simply because of my arse and gigantic melons

But I wear it now, with pride
Trust me all I do is dance and scream inside

Thanks for reading all my stories

And celebrating all my glories

It is time to say goodbye to 2013
It was the year my ass was like it was eighteen

Thanks to all my family and friends for everything you have done

You made 2013 number one!

I am a happy little shit

I say bring on 2014- you will be an even bigger hit!

I look forward to posting some new ones in 2014.  All the best and I will post my pics of my Lululemon hoodie that I got once I find my damn camera!

NOT SO MUCH THE BLAH

Well, after a night of chatting and a glass of wine, I am feeling not so BLAH.  Still not 100% myself, but better.  I have a busy weekend and I am hoping that decorating for the Christmas season will get me up in spirit!  I love Christmas.  I love decorating and it does take a full 12 hours of hard work to get my house ready.  I have 3 trees (2 artificial and 1 real), several mini trees and a crap load of decos....but I love it!

Now I enroll my kids as my bitches.  They get to carry everything upstairs and help unpack.  They also know they get to decorate their one tree but no one touches Mommy's tree!!!!

I will post some pics when I am done.  Thanks girls for chatting, watching Grey's and eating Turtle Brownies with me.

Another fantastic story I need to share which has inspired me to go to the gym over the weekend and next week is my girlfriend Kelly.  Take a read, totally worth while!  I am very proud of her, and very proud to see what she has worked so hard for!!!

http://sociallyfitblog.wordpress.com/2012/11/30/nothing-can-stop-me-kelly-maidment/

A LA BLAH

I am well, feeling blah.  I am not sure of anyone out there feels like this every once in awhile.  I am not inspired, I am tired, overwhelmed, under appreciated, annoyed and flat out pissy.  To be honest I am totally not sure why.  I am just blah.

I am trying to boost my energy and get rid of the negative shit but I have not succeeded yet.  I am trying to organize my next crop which is Dec. 14.  I am excited because I have my make and take idea ready and I think its cute.  I have already 9 confirmed guests.  You would think woohoo right?  Nope.  Just a wo.....still waiting for the rest of the woohoo.

I have done some Christmas shopping.  I have done lots of on-line shopping but still have made it out to the stores.  I am even excited with what I bought but again, I am feeling the wo......still waiting for the rest.

I have completed almost all of my calendar gifts and even made my husband a book for Christmas and I am probably a bit more woo....but again still waiting for my woohoo.

Not sure why, maybe its PMS????  Maybe I am getting old and shit and my hormones are all "WTF"???  Or is it something bigger?  Is it, a change, something unsettling going to happen, need a holiday for a brain refresh????

I feel guilty alot lately too.  Guilty for ever decision I make, and it is making me crazy too.  Again, no idea why?

Anyways, I thought I would share my blah day(s).  I know someone who is reading this will say "yeah I get like that", perhaps some will say "grow up bitch and move on" or even "cheer up girl".  Whatever you think, let me know.  Sometimes, it is helpful to think you are not the only one, and even get a good kick in the ass.